Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Black Cloud

We have given Amelia a nickname....Black Cloud! She's like a "Black Cloud" when she wakes up! What a crabby apple she can be. So we started calling her Black Cloud. Well, now she repeats it! To say it is hilarious is an understatement. It's now become a big joke. I'll call my friends and have her say it in the phone. This picture shows just how serious she can be at times.


I have no idea what the deal is with this table, but Elise did the same thing when she was little. Who knows, maybe it's a Chinese thing ;-)!
Amelia is getting better when she wakes up. I put "Baby Tad" in the bed with her and she seems to enjoy the interaction. Now I can hear Baby Tad talking instead of Amelia screaming for me to come and get her. Each day gets better......

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

St. Louis...HERE WE COME!!!!



After lots of praying, surfing the net, asking for advice, culling information from groups, we made the decision to go to St. Louis and see Dr. Dobbs. He is a highly recommended orthopedic doctor that deals with older children with club feet. I have gotten ZERO negative feedback about him. He sounds like an amazing doctor with incredible gifts. It's not that I believe the doctor in Cincy can't do the work, I just know the Dr. Dobbs CAN do the work. He has a proven track record of many major successes with atypical club feet.


Our appointment is on March 25th, Amelia's second birthday. Poor little thing is going to get a "lovely" birthday gift. I feel so bad for her. She is so very close to actually walking and now she probably won't walk before her birthday. We are sad that she is going to have to start all over, but we are excited for her to get her feet fixed correctly and move forward.


We went back outside today...it was a little cold, but I took a few photos just so she could see where she was at at this point in time. Amelia has such tiny, tiny feet. She doesn't have a very sound foundation to hold up that belly and that melon head of hers. It's no wonder she tips over.



Strollin' with Pooh



Ignoring Momma

I Love You!

Amelia just started telling me that she loves me...music to my ears!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Progression of Amelia's feet


I put together a slide slow of the photos that I have of Amelia's feet. I tried to put dates on the photos so you will have to roll your cursor over the photo to see the date. This is my first attempt using this slide show, so it's rather rough.

Sad to say....we've had a BIG setback


Why is mommy soooo excited about this silly bow????
What???? You want me to be "happy" about this?

So, I've been looking at Amelia's feet and I don't really like what I see. I haven't really liked what I've been seeing for some time. So, I took a bunch of photos and emailed them to Dr. Ponseti last week. Dr. P is the doctor that pioneered the casting process for club feet. He's in Iowa City, Iowa~about eight hours away. I waited very patiently for a response and I got one on Sunday. He stated that Amelia's feet are not fully corrected and he believes that she needs three to four more sets of casts and possible another heel-cord release. So, we're looking at 6-7 more weeks of casts! I was devastated! I got this email after we had spent the better part of this beautiful Sunday, outside with the girls. Amelia had her Pooh push-toy and she walked and walked and walked up and down the side walk. It was so very sweet. She was DETERMINED to go where she wanted to go. I attempted to redirect her a couple of times and she promptly moved Pooh right back where she wanted to go. All the while I was thinking about how nice the summer would be, walking to the pool and getting to swim this year. But it doesn't appear that is going to happen.
What does "folliclely challenged" mean?
O.K, how's this for a smile????

I know, I'm just too cute!

So after I finished crying and feeling sorry for myself and Amelia, I started to realize how blessed we are that she is so very healthy! I know of a few adoptive families who have little girls with life threatening illnesses. We don't have that! We are so very, very blessed with good health. Now the decision part comes in...do I stay in Cincy and have the recasting completed or do I drive to St. Louis to a doctor that is highly recommended for treating clubfoot children? St. Louis is a 5.5 hour drive. We would probably have to do that six weeks in a row, once a week or so. My heart is saying go to St. Louis...I know I won't be disappointed. But I'm afraid I will be frustrated if I stay here.

Please pray for our discernment as we move forward with Amelia's treatment!

Friday, February 29, 2008

More photos of Amelia

These were a few of my favorites....

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Pictures

I FINALLY took the girls and had their photos done. This is just one of the many that I ordered. I LOVE IT!Thanks Laura at www.lauralainephotography.com!

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Holy Schnickeys....Where have I been????

I'm baaacckkk!! I know, it's been forever. I have no clue where the last five months have gone! I wish I could tell you, but I have "mommy brain". If you don't know what that is, I'll fill you in. It's a disease that occurs when you have children and they suck your brain right out of your head! So I'll try to do a quick synopsis for you.

Amelia's casts came off without a hitch on September 27th. Her feet look terrific. But she had NO strength in her legs whatsoever. She was also light as feather without those casts on, or so it seemed after hauling her around with those casts on for three months. We then had to get her fitted with her Denis Brown Brace and Markell Shoes. She wore them for 23 hours a day for three months. Yep, it was GREAT! Imagine a very precocious toddler who's movement is restricted because of this brace on her feet. Not pretty my friends. The problem we had was she was always wanting to stand up and there are these humongous screws on the bottom of her shoes/brace. Imagine the thought of those going across my hardwood floors. Again, not pretty and a source of many disagreements between the two of us. So we would wrap the shoes/brace in a towel or cloth diaper to protect the floors and to keep her from unscrewing her shoes. It worked for the most part. But there were many times when I caught her trying to put the screw BACK on her shoe. UGH....we do constant battle!!!

Hanging out with her shoes/brace on....

Now she only wears the brace while she is napping or sleeping so she ends up wearing it about 14 hours a day. She doesn't mind when I put the brace on, she's very pleasant about it. We tell her that they are her "special night time shoes". She actually tries to put them on by herself sometimes. She's a smart one!

Life without the brace is great. Amelia is a much happier child now. She cries less and laughs more. We are working on her leg strength. She is still not walking, but she cruises and pushes her shopping cart and other push toy all over the house. I tell everyone it's her "walker". Over the past several days, I have noticed her cruising more than crawling.

We have had to endure some serious behavior changes when the brace came off. Amelia has incredible upper body strength. She can pull herself up on to anything. When she would crawl, it was more of an "Army crawl" and she would just drag her legs behind her. Now, we make her crawl slowly and move her legs back and forth instead of pulling her legs along. She is really getting the hang of it and wants so much to please us. All we have to do is tell her to "slow down" and she will immediately start crawling correctly. Again, very smart little girl.

We have made some real leaps with bonding too. She actually sat on my lap a few weeks ago and cuddled with me. I was shocked and amazed. I couldn't believe it! She cries less when I leave her with a sitter too. Great strides made there. We even put her in the church nursery last week. YOWSA!

Her speech is amazing. She tries to mimic everything I say. I would say that her vocabulary is well over 30 words. She's only been here for 7 months too! Again, she's one smart cookie. We still do battle at times, but I have just resigned myself to the fact that she's just that type of child. She is rather unpleasant when she wakes up too. That's an eye opener for me since all the other kids were always so sweet and pleasant when they wake up. We're working on that though.

Her birthday is right around the corner. The festivities will be small since she is getting baptized a week later. I just wanted to post some photos for now so you can see her sweet face and see that she is growing SOME hair, but not much. Still no bows for Amelia!

Enjoy the pics.....

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